Anymore task, and my head will go OVERLOAD.
Been a quite a heavy week. All the loading began last monday, after Night cycling meeting. It seems like I cant afford to make any mistake on that day. InsyaAllah..things will go well. Im not alone :)
Now, my mind is all tangled up. which often makes me feel the urge to just leave all this things behind. Ingatlah 5 perkara sebelum yang 5. lapang sebelum sempit. this is it. when there is nothing to do..i wanna do something. but when there's a lot of things to be done, i just feel like laying around ignore all these stuffs.
All these negative thoughts. I should really cleanse my mind. to adapt myself to "overloading" situation and handle things one by one. just keep calm and carry on. InsyaAllah..after all this task are done, Im gonna be away. After MST i guess. till then, Assalamu'alaikum.
November 19, 2011
November 11, 2011
101111
Semalam, i dream. i dreamt the whole spsc team balik kampung. her kampung. then met her mother. haha. mimpi je.
so today is 11/11/11. just another day man. yesterday was 10/11/11. her birthday. i felt bad enough for not getting her anything. just wished her. nah..its okay. I am just a friend. I remembered on my 18th birthday, she didnt wished me. hah. i waited till 11:59pm on the 23rd june. tears actually appeared that night. just a few trickles. haha. kentalans. Its good to have tears sometimes. it cleanses your eye.
birthday. when i was a kid. i didnt really look forward for birthdays.its just another day for me. i've never really experience, tearing a box of present and getting all hype up looking inside the wrapper. haha. sadist. not that i want to experience it..its just that, birthdays for me, is just getting a day older. but still, alhamdulillah i have fond memories of my birthdays for the past recent years.
maybe, this feelings cant go away. it stays, till it really wants to go away. till then, thank you for treating me the way you treat me.
November 2, 2011
untitled
To be a good Muslim. To carry out our duty as a Muslim. Do good and bring others to do good too. to follow the sunnah. To uphold the right and prevent and avoid what is haram. Pray.
The purpose of us living on this earth.
The purpose of us living on this earth.
وَمَا خَلَقۡتُ ٱلۡجِنَّ وَٱلۡإِنسَ إِلَّا لِيَعۡبُدُونِ
Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu.
Surah adh-dhariyat, ayat 56
October 25, 2011
hikayat semalam
finally get some time to settle down and really put aside all school stuffs since tommorow is holiday. hmm.. it has been a while since i visit my relatives, even though we live nearby. things has changed. ever since my late grandmother passed away..i begin to feel our ties drift apart. we're still close though, but not like it used to.
When i was in primary 3, i live in jurong and my school was at chua chu kang. i would wake up early in the morning, eager to ride with my father to the bus interchange. my father had no car, no motorcycle. just a normal bicycle with a seat at the back. i remembered last time we didnt had a water heater, and sitting at the back of the bicycle while the wind blowing onto the face early in the morning, was somehow, a thrilling experience. one of the reason why i love morning breeze, it always reminds me to cherish what my father had gone through to raise me up.
so here goes. since my grandmother lives in cck, i would go to her house after school everyday.
my uncle lives with her. so i had cousins who were younger than me. everyday, i would play under the block with my cousins. all them were girls by the way. so we would play soccer, badminton and all that sports. after a hard day playing, we would go up. i have to wash up to get ready to back home at jurong. took 172. once reach bus interchange, amongs the crowd, i would see my father waiting for me with his bicycle..a ride back home..i missed those times :') so each day goes on like this till i was in primary 6..
the day i remembered filled with tears. as i rush back to my grandmother house..hoping to meet my cousins and play a new game. but as i stepped into the house, i saw a figure wrapped up in white cloth, laying still. surrounded by familiar faces, weeping and staring into the ground in disbelief. it has been 5 years since she left us.
hmm..maybe i'll continue next time. till then, Assalamu'alaikum..
When i was in primary 3, i live in jurong and my school was at chua chu kang. i would wake up early in the morning, eager to ride with my father to the bus interchange. my father had no car, no motorcycle. just a normal bicycle with a seat at the back. i remembered last time we didnt had a water heater, and sitting at the back of the bicycle while the wind blowing onto the face early in the morning, was somehow, a thrilling experience. one of the reason why i love morning breeze, it always reminds me to cherish what my father had gone through to raise me up.
so here goes. since my grandmother lives in cck, i would go to her house after school everyday.
my uncle lives with her. so i had cousins who were younger than me. everyday, i would play under the block with my cousins. all them were girls by the way. so we would play soccer, badminton and all that sports. after a hard day playing, we would go up. i have to wash up to get ready to back home at jurong. took 172. once reach bus interchange, amongs the crowd, i would see my father waiting for me with his bicycle..a ride back home..i missed those times :') so each day goes on like this till i was in primary 6..
the day i remembered filled with tears. as i rush back to my grandmother house..hoping to meet my cousins and play a new game. but as i stepped into the house, i saw a figure wrapped up in white cloth, laying still. surrounded by familiar faces, weeping and staring into the ground in disbelief. it has been 5 years since she left us.
hmm..maybe i'll continue next time. till then, Assalamu'alaikum..
October 21, 2011
A week after
so it has been a week since school started. just a little something to share about my course. things are going pretty well. i kinda like all the modules this sem..except for one..biostatic or something. hopefully im geared up for this sem..Bismillah.
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