Oh Brother.

He irritate me one more time and i swear i'll knock him off his senses. sometimes i wonder why am i so unlucky to get such a brother. sharing one room with him is one thing, but having to tahan his attitude is another. how i wish he get married fast and get the hell out of this house.

having to say all this nasty stuff..i still remembered how diff he was when we were younger. used to play re-enactment of power rangers with him where i took the chance too pull his hair and punch him where i find nice to punch. sometimes he would ask me to help out his nonsense..like making fake hair out of threads. haha..we used to share money to buy lots of thread and make a wig. i was stupid enough to help him out. he used to be the only person who i look for when im scared or terrified of something. but now..he is just a pain in the ass.

enough about him. Went to the library today and found some good books. one of them is "biggest loser's guide book." that should keep me occupied for the coming days. till the next post then..byee.

just forget it

i have been living in my unreal world for quite some time now. now its time for reality check. I wanna forget about all the desire that is poisoning my life. yess..all the things that reminds me bout this person have been wrapped up and thrown into the bottomless pit where it wont back come and hallucinate me again. ever again.

my life as a passionate sprinter is probably gonna end. i came for training after weeks of no training and i sprint like a sissy. i was left behind by my training patners for almost all sets. and my heart is set to leave what i thought was my stage for glory. i noe its weak of me to giv up this easily..but yeaa..mayb i'll just train for fun and not for competitive means. im thinking of doing other sports..like rock climbing, or boxing.

*long sigh* its back to my normal self again..no more seeing handphone for hours for nothing. thanks for reading...! =)

Picture above is my nephew! actually got 5 of them but onli 2 of manage to visit their grandparents. Irfan and syafiq. haiz...rarely get to see them cos their parents got some problems. Still remembered back then when my bro sent all 5 here for my mum to take care.

the house was hectic but their grandma manage to handle everything..haha.but then i dunno wad happen....their parents came and took them back home and we nvr saw them for months. Miss them soo much.

Thanks Rafie for the miracle that just happened.

Eat too much curry and you"ll get a bad headache. and most probably you'll have a hard time trying to sleep. cant believe i watched star wars just now. haha..now i noe luke and anakin are not brothers..they are father and son!

hmm..had cca open house just now. gotta say that cca open house was much more exciting back then..when i was in sec 1. every cca would compete against each other for the loudest cheer. and students would persuade the sec 1s to join their cca like crazy. but still i did not regret waking up early in the morning to come back to boon lay. wonder y i never joined netball when i was sec 1..haha. but wth..the tchrs got no heart sehh..panas terik gitu pon suroh maen..ish3.

after that i have to rush back cck to collect bursary. rezeki murah btl bulan ni..bulan lepas baru dpt..niari dpt lagi..syukur..hehe. then went back home and slept all the way.

time seemed to stopped when i met ur eye. really. and i wished the time would stop forever.

results.

o level results are out and all the hard work had paid off..although im not too satisfied wif the grades i got. just one more point for the course that i really wanted. just praying hard that not many want go into Nutrition Health and wellness course. jc is my next option. hopefully its not as stressful as people told me. tawakal je la.......

Semoga Allah memberi kau pentunjuk dan perlindungan dari apa segala yang akan kau lalui. aku percaya,kau takkan berubah. Insya'Allah, kalau berubah pon, menjadi seorang yang lebih semangat dan kuat untuk menempuhi segala rintangan dan halangan di masa akan datang. Amin.