June 20, 2010

open your eyes.

imagine yourself in a near-death situation.
everything that you've work for in your life is going to leave you.
Nothing gonna stay on with you, except for all the deeds that you've done here on earth.

You would be desperate to
Beg forgiveness from friends, relatives, family, anyone that you've have wronged.
Donate whatever you have to the needy, even if you are left with nothing, cos u noe its nt gonna be of any use anymore.
Kiss your mother's cheek for the last time.
perform your last solat even when you are not able to.
hear the last azan in your life..
Read and feel the Quran.
forgive all the misdeed that people have done to you.
Love those who you hate.

The list could go on forever. fear of death, is something that can really open your eyes and make us realise our life's purpose. we have our flaws. sometimes we just need someone to remind us where we've gone wrong. so lets remind each other okay friends? :)
Right now, im pening banget about unfinished reports and other school stuffs. so yea...thanks for reading, till the next post! :D



June 18, 2010

wujud.

silat camp was a blast! make lots of new friends, had some unforgetable memories, and yea, really enjoyed myself.

about the unforgetable memory. it was supposed to be a nightwalk i heard, but they changed it to something similar like "wujud", where we campers were placed in somewhere dark and secluded for 2 hours. boys alone, girls in pairs. when they first annouced about the activity, i already had shivers thinking about it. worst, one of the seniors shared his terrifying stories about how he was disturbed by a ghost in sp just before the activity. so yea..they gave us a lightstick and we were brought to our destination.

i was placed beside a staircase. the feeling....i tell you beb..tak leh angs! the lightstick became my bestfriend. i stared at the lightstick, the lightstick stared back at me.first few minutes, i tried to keep cool by reciting some verses and think about the loved ones..it really distracted me from imagining things. so yea..situation became less tense. heard some noises, footsteps and all.
minutes passed and some seniors came to check on me. i was still breathing, so no worries.1 hour or so passed..and i became from scared to bored. i tried hard not to sleep even though i snoozed a few times. then finally 2 angels came to take me away.(the seniors). very relieved that it was over. heard how the other campers were terrified by home-made ghosts. like usual, i just listened to their fascinating stories..i kept mum cause i had no extraordinary stories to share. so yea..i was not disturbed, good for me.

that's about it i guess. thanks for reading..love you! :)

June 11, 2010

MST week is over. Dikir barat competition is over.here comes the term break.Hooray!

MST. its not officially over actually, cos i still 3 more test to go. its okay, glad the hard ones are done and over with, which is maths and chemistry. im confident of a pass. soo..there's 5 reports to be done and there's a cookin competition on the 24th. life just gets harder, but i'll just face with a smileee.

Dikir barat. Glad that it is over but still i miss the training sessions so much. the pain and laughter we shared together, its a memory i'll cherish bro. all the hard work and Keturunan Putra got an overall placing of 4th. something im really proud of cos i really i enjoyed that 10 mins on the stage doing something i never thought i was able to do. so yeaa..im still a happy guy after the comp.

silat camp is coming really soon. looking forward for a great 3 day 2 nights. good day friends.:)