one of days that i would remember for the rest of my life. The day SPSC made me shed tears. Tears of disappointment. Never thought i would be that weak. Tears were flowing till i reach home. that was how bad it was. i dunno why i teared. just the feeling that i dont belong anywhere. it disheartend me further when no one really cares i left. that tells me everything. even the ones thought would call or text, couldnt care less. i know where i stand now. wouldnt to get to emotionally attached to anyone. till then, SPSC, thanks for the memory.

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The mouth says one thing, the heart says another. I just realized we cant lie to ourselves. I said to myself i have gotten over her. but, it seems like everytime i think of her, the heart skips a beat. Its not a good thing of course. you know what, sometimes i just wish she would just tell me off straight to the face, "go away from my life" it would be little less hurtful.