April 14, 2012

Farewell TWSS

Parting is such a sweet sorrow. Never knew I would be like this at end of this 4 week internship. I almost shed a tear when the students made a thank you card individually. InsyaAllah, I will meet them again. Amin.

Words are not enough to express how i felt today. One of the best experiences in my life. I really felt that genuine care for the students. hmm..maybe I should pursue to become a teacher? If i get the sponsored scholarship, if there is where my rezeki is, may Allah show me the guidance.


April 9, 2012

I feel so, down.

In need

I want to have a heart to heart talk with someone. Where i can just say whatever i want, without having fear or uneasiness. Someone who understands what I am going through. yea..everyone has their own problems. and we just need that someone to share it with. just a pair of ears and a listening heart.

I stood quite a while in the shower just now. Should i accept this post as the president. Truly, I have this, deep down under my heart, intention to actually get myself away from SPSC. I dunno why. for all the reasons. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzz........

April 6, 2012

Mr. Shafie

As a secondary school student, I never took a moment to stop and think. The sacrifice and dedication teachers put in just to see their students success in their studies. Now I know, being in the real scene, in the staff room of Teck Whye Secondary School.

After every lesson, there is mad rush in the staff room. Teachers running here and there to get their resources ready and marking of assignments. Some discussing with other teachers on ways to strategies their teaching approach. some were just too tired. from their expression, seems like they were worn out from the day.
But it isnt all bad.

I asked one of the senior teacher, what kept her motivated to continue teaching till more than 15 years. She said, its the students. and yes, I believe her answer was genuine. Just 3 weeks, and i already felt this relationship with the students. The feeling that we need to guide them and its our responsibility that the students grow up to be useful adults. One day, this sec 1 student named Chester, gave me a look straight to eye. I asked him whats wrong. He kept quiet. Then I asked about his assignment. Somehow, I asked about his parents. and he gave a look that really touches my heart. He told me about how his parents is divorced and he is not living with his parents. I felt for Chester. He seems cheerful and playful like any other kids but when he told me about his story, I looked up to him as strong-willed person.

One more week ahead, and I must say, how I wish I can continue to stay on and watch the sec 1s move on the next stages of their life.