Everytime i recite the iqamat, i just wish you would join to solat. everytime i read aloud the surah, i just wish you could realise that im reciting the words of Allah. everytime i sujud, i pray He would open your heart so that you would sujud to Him too. As each day pass, my heart sinks when you ignore the azan. it seems like everyday is a normal day for you without performing the solah. there's nothing more i can do..hope you'd be given the hidayah before your last breathe. Amin.

Never stop while you still can

Alhamdulillah, for everything that i have right now. My parents, friends, health, food. we can never be thankful enough. I just hope Allah s.w.t would give me the guidance to make full use of all His blessings.

it has been a long time since i update. about the previous post, haha..forget about it. i've begin to realise that if i continue being like that, nothing is gonna change. i'll just leave it to as it is. sometimes its best to wait. good things comes with patience..right friends? so now..im back to normal again, insyaAllah. and yea, lots of things had happened this month. so much to say but maybe i'll just share the main ones :)

Last saturday, SP silat club just held its inaugural Keris Kuasa. where the contributions of ex-committee is being commended and new committe is introduced. had a great time helping out with the event. it was pouring when we were setting up the venue. such memories..never will i forget. the food was superb, first time i saw GIRLS eating 4 dulang of briyani. ish3..dasyhat.

oh ya..i just joined a perguruan! my cikgu ngaji invited me to join for the first training. i felt welcomed and eventually i joined the club. they just had the trials for the coming PSK competition. i just tried out for the trials and alhamdulillah i won the first match but lost the second. they have yet to announced who is chosen for the competition. i dunno.. i dun mind if im not chosen..cause trainings will double if i were chosen. time time time. i really need to manage my time properly. the reason why i join the club is, i have grown this passion for silat. its not just about the spar and all, but its the art. An art we should never take granted for.

For now, Im trying to find out who i am as a person. Before i could judge others, i should always remind myself that i am a nobody in people's eye. sorry if i've been away or not there most of the time. I want to spend time with myself. sounds weird..but yea. thank you for reading. Assalamu'alaikum :)