So here it comes

and so, finally tomorrow is Mun'ish 3 Night cycling. everything seems going fine. Hopefully things go smoothly tomorrow, insyaAllah.

so far, i've learnt lots of things from being part of the committee for this event. the way we communicate with people. the behaviour of certain people. but yea, i think i need to trust people more. i tend to do things myself cos i dont trust people. honestly, when i ask someone to do something, i would end up doing it myself. this have got to change. not all the time though. if i really trust the person, then its fine with me. so yea, lets see how things go tomorrow.

Whatever. mayb i didnt seem genuine to her. i guess she's just like that. i dont know. when she said whatever, i forgot there's night cycling tomorrow at that moment. i just sat there, glued  to the punching bag. hah..mayb it was just me. staring into blank space doenst mean shes not okay, right? so yea..

Actually, i have other things to write. but, lets leave it to next time. till then, Assalamu'alaikum~

keep calm

Anymore task, and my head will go OVERLOAD.

Been a quite a heavy week. All the loading began last monday, after Night cycling meeting. It seems like I cant afford to make any mistake on that day. InsyaAllah..things will go well. Im not alone :)

Now, my mind is all tangled up. which often makes me feel the urge to just leave all this things behind. Ingatlah 5 perkara sebelum yang 5. lapang sebelum sempit. this is it. when there is nothing to do..i wanna do something. but when there's a lot of things to be done, i just feel like laying around ignore all these stuffs.

All these negative thoughts. I should really cleanse my mind. to adapt myself to "overloading" situation and handle things one by one. just keep calm and carry on. InsyaAllah..after all this task are done, Im gonna be away. After MST i guess. till then, Assalamu'alaikum.

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Semalam, i dream. i dreamt the whole spsc team balik kampung. her kampung. then met her mother. haha. mimpi je.

so today is 11/11/11. just another day man. yesterday was 10/11/11. her birthday. i felt bad enough for not getting her anything. just wished her. nah..its okay. I am just a friend. I remembered on my 18th birthday, she didnt wished me. hah. i waited till 11:59pm on the 23rd june. tears actually appeared that night. just a few trickles. haha. kentalans. Its good to have tears sometimes. it cleanses your eye.

birthday. when i was a kid. i didnt really look forward for birthdays.its just another day for me. i've never really experience, tearing a box of present and getting all hype up looking inside the wrapper. haha. sadist. not that i want to experience it..its just that, birthdays for me, is just getting a day older. but still, alhamdulillah i have fond memories of my birthdays for the past recent years. 

maybe, this feelings cant go away. it stays, till it really wants to go away. till then, thank you for treating me the way you treat me.

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To be a good Muslim. To carry out our duty as a Muslim. Do good and bring others to do good too. to follow the sunnah. To uphold the right and prevent and avoid what is haram. Pray.

The purpose of us living on this earth.

وَمَا خَلَقۡتُ ٱلۡجِنَّ وَٱلۡإِنسَ إِلَّا لِيَعۡبُدُونِ

Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu. 

Surah adh-dhariyat, ayat 56