no life

my back is aching, my arms are cramped, i cant feel my legs. thats the symptom of too much work i guess. yesterdayy worked from 10am to 10pm.then today worked during dinner hours. today was quite a hell mann...its weekday and theres a queue. and tmr is off day! yay!

kays..enuf about my work. hmm..i wanna share a story. this incident happened just a few minutes ago. its 1215 am and im outside alone playing the comp. then i turned to see the kitchen. guess wad.. i caught a glimpse of a black thingy moving ard in the kitchen. i like tired uh then wanna check oso lazy. but then i want to take something from the fridge. then SUDDENLY I HEARD SOMETHING. before i stepped into the kitchen..audzubillahiminashaitonirajim. the moment i stepped inside..the black thing appeared.

it was a freakng cat. hahah.

mcm nk bantai je kucing ni..bile entah die masok. i think becos i left the door open uh just now...the cat went inside unnoticed by me. kucing ni..btl bagi heart attack uh. then i like panic dunno wad to do. haha. i kept on "shoo!! shoo!!" dgn ketok2 tembok sume nk buat kucing lari...haahaa. then i came back to my senses. i did wad normally ppl would do. i opened the door and the let cat out.haha. menarik jugak mlm ni..sial nye kucing.

haiz...somebody, show me what love really means cos i just dun get it.

thanks for reading y'all..sawadikap.

reliving the dead.

who's dead?
my blog la..da nyawe2 ikan ni..haha. so dun worry blog! i'm goin to giv u a CPR!

mm..perangai budak kecik eh? biar la die..asl die bahagie..haha.
it has been awhile since i update the blog..sorry yeaa..no mood to write. after eatin lemak chilli padi just now..the mood came!

so this is the looonngg holiday every student is looking forward after ther exams. aiya..no money oso..how to enjoy? so..decided to find myself a job! and guess wad..i got a job! been working for two weeks now. starting tu teketar ketar uh...but nw, im okay wif the job. wanna noe wad job? waiter at Balithai cafe! the loving staff is wonderful..the food is great.

mm..i missed lots of training lately. feel so bad for nt coming training. wad to do...got job ma. haiya..u gotta lose something to earn something right?

so far i've not break anything yet. only dropped chopsticks in front of customer..haha. lucky the chopstick is plastic. kalau part angkat air uh tk leh angkat..punye la berat..dari runners table smpi ke table customer bace bismillah..haha.

ehh..k la..thx for reading yea..Sawadikap.

they say life is about choices.

what if we dnt have choices.

then u'll say life is unfair.

well thats life.

you cant always get what you desire.

if you can, then ure one spoilt brat. =)

yeaa..emotional intro again. just bear with it okays..=D My body is damn aching right now. just came back from training after a long break bcos of examinations. somebody! anybody! pls massage me! hehe..lame...i noe.

haiz..the feeling of being left out is never nice. well..i guess 75% of my life ,i have always been left out. nah..its ok..standing by the side watching the whole thing is going is fine wif me.

yea right. who am i kidding. for the damn fcuking reasons..i dunno why im terribly shy. im trying break this shell from me, its working slowly,but still, i cant be as outspoken, as lively as hanis yaqub or faizul

yeaa..everyone is different. i cant be someone who im not. agree?

they'll make the joke. and my job is just to laugh. simple dimple.

yea..they are the closest friends i have(not forgetting rafie), so syukran for that.

till the next post then. Sayonara bebeh...!

Its not over

exams finally over.

but the joy is not what i pictured it to be.
no more cross country...
house practices..
lessons..
$1 nasi lemak..
hang outs after sch..
and much more..
packing my textbooks just now was quite an emotional story. haiz..............so this is how secondary school life ends.

yeaa...again i am emotional. sory about that kays..haha. aiya.....for what so emo right? life has to go on..and these memories are what that makes us stronger to face adulthood. (chey..tgh semangat ni). so im goona cherish all the great and bad moments i had in boon lay...

thts all folks............have a great day ahead!

what does it mean to have it?

status? dignity? or just for the fun of it?

it had caused enough hurt and pain.

no matter how many times i try, its the same.

do they appreaciate the concern?

or my concern was not of necessary.irony.

even the best smile cant win their hearts.

all i noe, its not as easy as abc.

i bet its harder than the biology paper just now.

im trying to understand this.

i wanna feel like my friends do.

having shoulder to lie ur head.

having someone who understands and care for you.

what the hell is it i am talking about?

Relationships.

yeaa...enough of emotional writing. hmm...guess wad!! o level is gonna end pretty soon..!

i never thought this day would come so fast. so far paper is okay...except for physics,geography and BIOLogy. hmm...where's maths?

math was ok..!!!i am trying to be positive here =)

there's still paper next week. gonna bury myself with papers again....haizzzzzzzzzzzzz

till the next post then. thanks for reading.