today i kicked a chair onto my brother. cool right....haha. he is one irritating ass. anyhow kick my stuff around. so i just kick anything near me onto him. serve him right. its just that, he has no respect or whatsoever for me. the other time i remembered him kicking my bag aside when he wanted to walk. its like what the hell! today i just bought a new shoe, and i put one side beside the door. he wanted to walk there, and there was a huge way beside it. noo..he dont want to..he just kick aside my shoe. i was okay with that at first..lava was still not at its peak.

then i went inside my room. then i heard him kick my shoe further away from the door like as if my shoe was a pile of garbage. that is how the lava blew up and a wooden chair flew onto his leg.

sometimes, i wonder what would happen if i were to come out earlier than my brother. would i treat him the same way he treat me? i just wish my brother were somebody else sometimes. we are totally two diff people. sometimes i hate him, sometimes i just wish he was not my brother. thats how bad i hate him. yea..hopefully things will change in future.