smile even when u think its not worth smiling

its like in a race and im almost there at the finishing line for this race. its the final push to the end. projects and presentation are over and done with. the final push is exams which is coming in about 1 week time. you know in a race, usually people get exhausted at the end. breathing like mad to get hold of a breathe. well..im not in that dire state..yet! oh well..i just got back chemistry test result and it is somehow expected as i was not ready for the test. but guess what? it only motivates me to do better in exams. hopefully, just maybe, InsyaAllah i will! do well in exams and go thru to 2nd year with gpa higher than 3.

haha..above is just to make me more motivated to study harder for exams. finally get to catch a break after the last 3 days of rushing for datelines. well..presentation today went quite smooth. except for my pekat malay accent that somehow made my english sounds weird sometimes. haha..what to do, i speak malay most of the time. honestly, malay speaking slang, i just wish they could just keep their mouth shut cos its irritating. yeaa..thats what i feel.

okay..silat. one of the reason why i didnt do well for the last chemistry test. hah.its one day before test and i happily went for training. nah..no regrets. its only a small class quiz. so there's friendly with NTU this coming saturday. and im counting the hours for that day to arrive. cant wait to have friendly again. the last friendly was with SIM and well...i won my match! actually..i won both my match. the first match, i accidentally dislocate somebody's knee. i feel very very sorry for that. its has been about 3 weeks..i hope the guy is walking normally now. yeaa..i hope no accidents will happen this coming saturday.

since i have time, i'll just post something more. okay, it has been a long time since i wrote about this. relationship. let me be open about this okay..there's this girl. she is cute. she is always cheerful. she never fails to make me smile alone. yep..signs of me having a crush. i hope now its more than a crush. i dont think its a crush. yea..love is blind. hopefully, she's the one cos i cant bear fall in love with another. heh..gatal! its normal okay..you feel it, i feel it. dont vomit or anything k. i think thats about it. hope u guys are in good health and dont forget to wash ur leg before sleep! :)