Garrett

maybe the title doesnt suit what im gonna post today. its just that i just munched on a packet of garret popcorn and now my jaws are quite tired.

so. i guess it went okay. i had more to say, but it just didnt came to words. but at least, i said what i wanted to say. which is for us not to be strangers. i hear and i know now. i guess what she wants is for me to move on and treat her as a friend. i am treating her as a friend. its just that, sometimes my feelings get in the way. i understand. for somebody who came from an all-girl school, coming to poly is a big change. having to adapt to a school environment where there is, guys. so im not alone. she treats the others the same way too i guess. if i would knew better, i should have not look into that eyes during that moment i fell for you. for, i troubled our relationship as a friend. now, the whole spsc knows. but who cares. like she said..let them with their comments.

above all, i truly appreciate her agreeing to meet up. i nvr thought she would want to. hah..she wanted her friend to accompany her actually. but yea. Im not into relationshiops now. just hoping to meet somebody, whom i can share my stories with, who is there when everything else fails. maybe its her, maybe its somebody else.

never to forget, our Creator, Allah s.w.t In our chase for dunia, we tend to forget that we have doa as a weapon. we have Allah who always looks after upon us. InsyaAllah..from now on, things will change. 3 more semester to go. The diploma, thats our main aim.

 thanks once again haziqah. I thank Allah for meeting me with you. for, you showed me that, its just not the time to be in a relationship and all. thanks for ignoring me. seriously. hah..why im writing this when shes not reading my blog. nah..its just what in my head, i write.

thats all. Assalamu'alaikum.