Malay camp was a blast! get to know lot of new friends. picture above is my group during the camp. and we call ourselves, Biru Keliru. the tallest guy and the person holding the prize is our facilitator for the camp. in all, i miss every moment i had during the camp.

so, school term starts next week. had orientation last monday, and i found out that...my course only got 5 guys out of 48 students. something to be happy about? hope so..haha. while my other sp friends in the engineering course are whining bcos their course have only 2 -3 girls. haha..ok2..so what..its not about the girls right? its about our diploma cert when we leave sp in 3 years time, InsyaAllah.

and so..im confused right now. i don't know whether to join track and field which will eventually help me with my course , or to join the silat or dikir barat team which im really interested in. if i were to join both, then there goes my comitment for the cca. hmm..must think about this very deeply.yea..i miss my friends so much. all go to different sch..wonder how their school's life is like. hope theirs is as great or even better than mine.

one more thing, i realised that i'm an awfully shy person. seeing other students who raise their voice while i kept my voice down is somewhat frustrating. i hope i will eventually overcome this shyness in time to come...because i dont want to lose out to others just because of this fear of being criticised by others. yeah! which brings me to this question, what is the cause of shyness? to say i was the captain of jupiter and track and field team..but not a good one though. why am i still afraid to face the crowd....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

thx for reading anw...cheers! =)

woo..! i'm off to camp tomorrow. its gonna be 4 days 3 nights in sp. decided to join malay camp called kem-bara. hope the weather wont disrupt the activities too much..but i hope it continues to rain everyday..so cooling..so nice. i like.=)

soo..camp is tmr and not a single thing is packed. quite surprised when i see the kit list. no shorts and bermudas allowed. and i have no track pants. yea..so i went to jw market to buy track pants which cost only $6.90..very good deal. with that..i have everything on my kit list. so its fast game tmr. pack..eat..go!

and so today is one the memorable day i had, where i have my hair cut by a soon-to-be renowned chef. though he did not make a splendid dish of my hair, i still like it very much. yea..and thats about it. sawadikapp...and dont forget to eat your veggies.

memoirs

set the alarm at 6.00 but end up waking up at 1130. today's plan is to start the online maths remedial thingy prepared by spore poly which actually must be done 3 days ago..haha.

i hope this slackiness goes away when i start the term in 3 weeks time.

i miss boon lay sec!
i wished i was different back then . i mean..i kind of wasted my life in secondary sch. not having girlfrens..being so quiet in class..and being so nerdy..haha. i still remembered my first crush..and i was dumb enuf to ignore her when she ardy likes me just because mid year exam was ard the corner. then there was my first time saying the meaningful 3 words to a girl face to face. i was mighty proud when i did that..but yea..nothing happens after that. it was meaningless to her. who cares...its over. then i came to know this very special person named Muhd Rafie. did'nt know he was my neighbour back then. he is the person who reminds me of Allah..and that is the bestest friend someone can have. syukur.

then i remembered surya asking me to join draga..and i was abit hesistant..because..i was not good at soccer. but yea..i joined. i came for my first training in long pants..everyone kind of giving me the 'apehal sey ni budak main bola pakai sluar panjang " look. lesson learnt..and i wore shorts for the next trg. this is where i met hanis and the gang. honestly..my life changed after hanging around with them after some times..in a good way i mean. i had a more enjoyable and meaningful life after that.

it's not April yet! and i've got my own laptop. pity my mum having to buy it for me. thats why i am gonna be a good son and excel in my studies and make her proud one day. kinda weird having my own laptop..haha. but yea..Alhamdullilah.

feeling tired this pass few days. must be the gym session with biggidy blingqubz, plus working double shifts on weekend. Gonna catch up on my sleep and i'll be fine..
so it is monday! the day most student probably hate most. started my day with mcDonald's $2.50 meal. then went to the place where makciks and nyonyas and achis gather to buy grocery. today's menu was stir fried kang kong and tom yum talay.(seafood in thai). so bought some kang kongs and prawns and headed home.
went to sch to collect my testimonial. so happy to see ms chong..haha. manage to give her a wave..she was too busy counselling ppl..as usual. yea..and so march is coming to an end..so is this post..haha. thnx for visiting. feel free to tag..tc!

i thought i'd never see the computer screen till i get my own laptop in april. quite lucky today get to use my bro's laptop. so much to write but not that necessary i think. just the norm, go work, go out with friends. yeaa..and currently im working at siam kitchen. no more balithai, i seem to hate that name.

glad to have friends like them, Hanis Rafie Yaqub and Faizul. no need for girlfriend. what are they for? kissing, rubbing, hold hand and God knows wad. nah..not ready for that. poly is starting soon and im gonna study hard. there will be a lot of distractions for sure. legs..legs..and more legs. haha..just kidding. but kinda true. besides the legs..there's gonna be new friends, new teachers..new sports. i cant wait for that.

shorts are getting shorter. hot is getting hotter. and death is getting nearer day by day. so forget about things that make you regret coming out of your mother's womb. and lets not waste the effort of the sperm that speeds through the ovum to bring life to what we are now. if ure tired of life, then get urself away from people. as u walk, look down to the ground and think. there is where im gonna be for the rest of my life. syukur, we are still above the ground. so treasure life. treasure the air that we are breathing. treasure the people around u who laughs at ur jokes, who listens when u talk and those who sacrifice just to see the smile on your face.

yeaaa..thanks for reading. till the next post..love life!